Phase 2 was launched at the start of 2015 but before that FiT programme was suspended for 10 days in the last trimester of Dec 2014. This was time given to all FiTs to take time off and reflect on the following:
“Ask yourself whether you are someone that is genuinely ready for Transcendence? If yes, write a letter to Source-Void and Sree Maa Shri Ji saying you are ready for the Phase 2. Once you write this letter, remember, walking out or quitting afterwards will mean your unauthentic self, your ego was the one who thought it was ready for Transcendence. If no, then take further 21 days off from volunteering as well as consciously don’t emit-transmit or share the QVSWPP or connect to Sree Maa Shri Ji. The ones who write a letter will be taken into level 2 of FiT programme. The ones who choose the 21 day process will again sit down with themselves and ask if they are ready now for Transcendence. If you get a yes this time, write the letter. If you still get a no, then it’s best to leave the FiT programme. To further clarify if you choose to leave the FiT programme, you will still be part of Kosmic Tribe and a 5D++ Pulsar if you want to be associated with QVSWPP.”
This kind of manan-chintan (reflection and self-introspection) was always encouraged and practiced and was the foundation of the FiT programme. All FiTs always took their own decisions whether they wanted to continue or not and were their own gauge where they stood and how far they wanted to go. What i loved was that Sree Maa Shri Ji always maintained transparency and clarity of what we were getting into and the choice was always in our hands. Transparency, authenticity, integrity and honesty as the core principles of the FiT programme were always practiced by Sree Maa Shri Ji.
Sree Maa had told us in December 2014 itself that all FiTs were ready for physical Phase 0 immersion where the initiations would work directly on the physical body. Sree Maa recommended that we all take Heel’s Detox Homeopathy medicine to detox. i took my decision and took only half the dose 😝
i hit my lowest ever as soon as phase 2 was launched. i felt like something inside me was dying and i couldn’t see my life after May 2015. i knew it that i was either going to physically die or such a major shift was going to come that i couldn’t see my life at all after May 2015. i had bouts of crying for no rhyme or reason and frequent energy crashes. i thought that this was some kind of depression i was going through but didn’t want to go to a doctor at all, like something within was holding me back and telling me to embrace what was happening and that this was a temporary phase, a preparation for something bigger to emerge. When i lay in bed, i had no awareness of my body and time but chitt and mann were overtly active where i was visiting aspects of me and parts of my life and witnessed them being released. When i surfaced, hours had gone by but i didn’t feel rested. Can’t adequately describe the experience to be quite frank, but i eagerly awaited the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat, the formal launch of the FiT (Facilitator-in-Training) Programme🙇