My response to the ridiculous and derogatory questions of the journalists was one long email which i have published in 4 parts in my blog for an easy read.
Q) did you ask for course fees to be paid in cash in USD?
Ans: i haven’t been charged any fee whatsoever for the FIT Training. The entire FIT training has been Graced by beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji free of cost. It is only the two residential retreats where i gave ‘energy exchange’… am so sorry, fees, which was in NZD and don’t recall whether i did a PayPal transaction or a bank transfer. Am sorry i don’t quite understand the relevance of USD.
Sree Maa Shri Ji, i have no clue why these questions are being routed to Sree Maa Shri Ji? i have been an integral part of Kosmic Fusion since Dec 2011 and an active volunteer since 2012 until now, have attended all Training Programs that Sree Maa Shri Ji have offered. i don’t quite understand why am i not being approached directly when i sat on the same course as ‘former volunteers’. In hindsight and to give the benefit of doubt to the journalist, a long distance phone call would be quite expensive since i live in the Middle East, isn’t it?
Since Sree Maa Shri Ji have always maintained transparency, i am doing the same and give my full consent that this email may be forwarded as it is to the journalist. Hopefully, this willful consent and my answers will put a stop to mud slinging and unfounded allegations on Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion. i openly vouch that the allegations being slung on Sree Maa Shri Ji are unjustified and total rubbish and that i have never been forced to write/say/do anything against my wish. i hope the journalist will come and speak to me and other FITs directly for the sake of responsible journalism, gain more insight and grounding before any sensational story is cooked at the behest of these ‘former volunteers’_/\_
in seva and unconditional love to Shunya Bindu,
Phase 2 was launched at the start of 2015 but before that FiT programme was suspended for 10 days in the last trimester of Dec 2014. This was time given to all FiTs to take time off and reflect on the following:
“Ask yourself whether you are someone that is genuinely ready for Transcendence? If yes, write a letter to Source-Void and Sree Maa Shri Ji saying you are ready for the Phase 2. Once you write this letter, remember, walking out or quitting afterwards will mean your unauthentic self, your ego was the one who thought it was ready for Transcendence. If no, then take further 21 days off from volunteering as well as consciously don’t emit-transmit or share the QVSWPP or connect to Sree Maa Shri Ji. The ones who write a letter will be taken into level 2 of FiT programme. The ones who choose the 21 day process will again sit down with themselves and ask if they are ready now for Transcendence. If you get a yes this time, write the letter. If you still get a no, then it’s best to leave the FiT programme. To further clarify if you choose to leave the FiT programme, you will still be part of Kosmic Tribe and a 5D++ Pulsar if you want to be associated with QVSWPP.”
This kind of manan-chintan (reflection and self-introspection) was always encouraged and practiced and was the foundation of the FiT programme. All FiTs always took their own decisions whether they wanted to continue or not and were their own gauge where they stood and how far they wanted to go. What i loved was that Sree Maa Shri Ji always maintained transparency and clarity of what we were getting into and the choice was always in our hands. Transparency, authenticity, integrity and honesty as the core principles of the FiT programme were always practiced by Sree Maa Shri Ji.
Sree Maa had told us in December 2014 itself that all FiTs were ready for physical Phase 0 immersion where the initiations would work directly on the physical body. Sree Maa recommended that we all take Heel’s Detox Homeopathy medicine to detox. i took my decision and took only half the dose 😝
i hit my lowest ever as soon as phase 2 was launched. i felt like something inside me was dying and i couldn’t see my life after May 2015. i knew it that i was either going to physically die or such a major shift was going to come that i couldn’t see my life at all after May 2015. i had bouts of crying for no rhyme or reason and frequent energy crashes. i thought that this was some kind of depression i was going through but didn’t want to go to a doctor at all, like something within was holding me back and telling me to embrace what was happening and that this was a temporary phase, a preparation for something bigger to emerge. When i lay in bed, i had no awareness of my body and time but chitt and mann were overtly active where i was visiting aspects of me and parts of my life and witnessed them being released. When i surfaced, hours had gone by but i didn’t feel rested. Can’t adequately describe the experience to be quite frank, but i eagerly awaited the May 2015 Kawai Pura Retreat, the formal launch of the FiT (Facilitator-in-Training) Programme🙇
i realized in the very early stages of FiT trial that it wasn’t as much about organizing events for Kosmic Fusion and spreading the word but more a practical training ground for all FiTs to practice ‘stepping-back’ and witness how effortlessly QVSWPP manifested things beyond the mind’s capacity to understand. Most FiTs realized how the doer (small self) stepped in and reacted with others’ doers and required constant commitment, effort and awareness to remain in the non-doer (akarta-akarmi) zone. There were many online training calls held for all FiTs by Sree Maa. This is how all FiTs started interacting as all of us were based in different parts of the world. Sree Maa put every effort, time and energy to bring all volunteers together and operate in oneness despite diverse cultural and spiritual beliefs and practices. No one was discriminated against and the main focus was Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave-Photon Pulse (QVSWPP), non-doer (akarta-akarmi) and understanding IT’s nuances.
Training was quite unprecedented that was done on whats app group chats, online meetings and by watching video recordings of Sree Maa’s training and discourses previously given. I AM Series and Kosmic Absolute were some that i saw videos of. Sree Maa gave a brilliant discourse on ‘Energetic Synthesis for Empaths and Sensitives‘ and told me that the discourse applied to me. It gave me a great understanding of what i had experienced for a really long time and my love, trust and respect increased at how tuned in Sree Maa was with my soul and the inner questioning of my antahkaran.
TranScEnDeNcE 8-12 Workshop via webinar in April 2013 was where i understood well that non-doer (akarta- akarmi) was the basis for transcending the small self. Many initiations were done and blessings showered energetically by beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji like the Sree-Chakra Grid initiation in June 2013. i was also very fortunate to receive 2 soul mapping sessions from Sree Maa. The first one in Sep 2013 was interactive where Sree Maa gave insights into the soul’s reason for birth, purpose in this lifetime, personality ray, monadic ray etc. Some of it corroborated with what i had already realized under self-hypnosis and practice hypnotherapy sessions that i was pursuing alongside, some, life experiences had already taught me and some guidance was absolutely new and revealing. Sree Maa was truly an exceptional soul.
The second soul mapping in 2014 was a silent one as i really had no questions and in full trust i allowed the session to unfold energetically.
Sada Apki AbhAri rahoongi beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji for never breaking my trust and for guiding me selflessly towards my True Soul💕🙏🙇